it begins.

almost everyone is done finals, i've got 4 left :) today is my 2nd one ... the thurs,fri,sat (i die).

i need balance in my life.
i get caught up so easily.
don't know what to do...

i say i want to love God and put him first,
but its so easy to put the things He has put in my life before Him.
like i said... balance , prioritizing , having self-control and saying 'no' to invites to hangout ... i suck.

"For God did not give up a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline."
- 2 timothy 1:7

hm...
life is a bit crazy.
we can planplanplan all we want, and most of the time our plans don't work out so well, or other things happen instead. so hannah and i have been realizing its best to live without expectation (not in a way that you live passively and just be okay with anything) but kind of... live in the moment while being mindful of the future? make sense .... ? not really but oh well. to really trust God is so hard, i always fail at trusting him and so i take matters into my own hand. i don't know what i'm doing this summer, it scares me a bit!

okay study time...
i fail at studying -_-.