i cant explain really what im feeling or what i expect... but here's some thoughts:
- 5-course load (its harder than i thought!)
- praying for growth in ubf + lccf
- joe and rebekah getting married!
- uganda mission trip (may 1 - jul 4)
- eastern prayer journey (august 15 - 30)
- isaac and jihan getting married!
- paul and lydia getting married!
(wow many people getting married)
- i'll finish 2nd year, and start 3rd year
that's it so far..
those are kind of events...?
personally im trying to just daily die to myself. i want to die each day so that Christ will live in me. i'm tired of living for myself and this world. im thankful at ydc i was able to receive renewal an hope for this year. i saw in 2009 the kind of life i dont want to live (a life for myself). it got messy and was meaningless at times. but overall 2009 was a good year, but i want 2010 to be even better.
everyday is a struggle. its a battle. but seeking God with all my heart and denying myself - it'll reap blessing and peace.
i dont know what i wanted to get at with this blog, but i wanted to write thoughts down as i was being bothered by some really inconsiderate people in the library. who makes out with their bf/gf in the friggen library...?! -.-
anyway, time for 2nd class of the day.
