up and down

it's always like this,

up and down ...

just want this year to be over with.

i'd like a new year,

a new start.

going to get indian food today,

friggen love naan bread. haha

i miss my sister, my best friends,

this semesters been so weird, i cant even describe it.

but what im thankful for is my family, my parents are really the best,

and the girls i live with - i love them

and the friends who have stood by me.

its hard to hear God's voice these days,

maybe im intentionally not listening ... i have a lot to learn,

a lot of growing up to do.

this blog entry was -.-

november already?

what the hecks,

its november.

already half of the semester is done!

its been over 2 months since i've been back from korea,

i skyped with hannah this morning and seeing my relatives and the background of their house... made me sad -_-;; i miss it !

im trying to figure out what is going on with a couple of things in my life...

- things with God

- things with myself

- things with friends

- things with the namj

- things with Uganda / next year plans

i feel like i havent done much this semester,

there were great hopes for this fall...

im not quite sure what has happened. but still,

some good times with friends + family ~

i want to do something more exciting these days.

tired of the mundane things in life...

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p.s. writing a paper on travel and tourism is making me think a lot... on how host countries are affected and transformed because of the invasion of tourists and the practices that come with the industry. hm... yes its interesting. tourists are bothersome, yet basically everyone from the West is a tourist when they travel. what can we do?!

i feel like im getting sick, frick

dont wanna be sick for this month

no more studying

just writing some papers

SO I WANT TO HAVE FUN AND NOT BE SICK, pleaseeee.

<3clara.