forgot.

james.

13When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; 14but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. 15Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
16Don't be deceived, my dear brothers. 17Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. 18He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created.

Listening and Doing
19My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, 20for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. 21Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
22Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. 23Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror 24and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
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I forget so easily. I'm like the man who looks at his face in a mirror, and forget what I look like. I look at grace and love so easily with hope and thanksgiving, and yet in moments that come so quickly, I'm easily deceived and let go of what I'm called to do.

지겨워.
짜증나.
답답해.
싫어.
가짜.
그만해.

...

힘들어.
언니를 보고싶어.

never...

never again watch heroes or tv or movies until 5am!
my body is kind of freaking out.
not good -.-

2 more exams then 2nd year is over wheeeeeeeeeeee. can't wait to play. and no more work or studying!

love.

you know, sometimes trying to love someone is like dying.

"let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law." romans 14:8

"love does no harm to its neighbor. therefore love is the fulfillment of the law." romans 14:10

i struggle with loving others seriously, its so hard.