day ? of studying.

i'm at dp.
this is the new spot to study.
i think i get work done while i'm here.
we'll see,

before studying i read something by john piper and turned to 2 corinthians 5:14-15
"For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again."

i was talking to a friend yesterday and he asked something like "i wonder how i'll be remembered..." and it made me think of this response: if we live only for ourselves, we won't be remembered because we won't have an impact on other people's lives. the things i do in my life, i hope i don't do them just to be remembered, but i guess im realizing more that i don't want to live only for myself. i think i'd just be miserable, or i'd keep trying to fill something inside of me that can't be filled by things that i just want to do. it gets tiring and i get burned out when i cater only to myself...

but its hard finding that balance... living for God (mixed with enjoying myself, my friends, family ... life!?)

also we talked about who we are, haha not something i think about everyday. i'm not sure if i am defined by things i value or like - i really don't know. haha maybe i don't know who i a -_-

OTL

O = a head
T = arms
L = legs

it's a person kneeling (in defeat or frustration) my friend explained it to me yesterday, i'm a noob it took forever to figure out. okay... time to study.

-- lots of hanging out with cool people this easter weekend --

hanging out at jono's house - after soccer+football. i was so sore the next day.

crepe morning.

new friend dien!

okay bye. study.
"can you please stop discussing" we got owned at the library yesterday.