can't think straight.

i'm wondering... who i'm becoming in relation to the friends that i've always held onto so tightly as my best friends.

sometimes i get scared when things start to change.
i don't know how to handle it because i don't know what to expect, or i just dwell on my past.
it's weird seeing people change too. you think that your best friends will always be the same, but i see change in her, and it scares me! but maybe i changed too though in her eyes... i'm sure she sees change and thinks back to our good days in junior high/high school. growing up is hard (-.-)

a lot of things are changing,
a lot of things will be changing,
it's beginning to scare me.

but... like it says in 1 john 4, there is no fear in love.
hold onto that clara, there is no fear. and like Kim Walker's song... remember that you don't have to fear anything, because His love makes it worth it all.

i'm finding that as these changes are taking place in my life i get caught up easily and neglect important lessons i've learned, important people, and the most important: God.
i was freaking out yesterday because of some things, including my global studies exam i had today... (my studying habits have gotten all jacked up lately) anyway, i'm working on fixing that... but i read Psalm 116... it was just good. "Praise the Lord." cuz even when i mess up, He is still faithful.

okay, 2 more finals left.
finish strong.

boston.
california.
korea.

here i come :) wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee