i was late for work today.
oops.
i've been staying up pretty late these past few days finishing up my paper on the antiwar movement, i like the ways its going so far so hopefully i can finish it soon just so i can get it out of my hair.
during my shift, i realized something about myself. i'm not a very "nice" and "warm" type of person. people don't get the kinda vibe but, that's just the way i am. you know when you meet or talk to a person who is kind of bubbly, or just really friendly, yeah i'm definitely not like that at all. but trying to be more nice and more friendly, it wouldn't really fit with me, so i've come to just try and be okay with the way i am. i know i could do better, i could initiate more conversation, but i think once i become better friends with people that's when i'm more comfortable and can actually be myself. hahah as sarah oh would always tell me, nice people are boring. i hope i'm not boring...
thinking about this summer, ahh -- it'll be a good experience, and at the same time i keep asking myself what am i doing with my life. my answer everyday: i really don't know. i wish i knew.
off to toronto today and tomorrow for outreach. much prayer is needed.
11 months left in 2009. whoaaaa
4 comments:
claraa!!!
that is what i LOVE about you! you are so real. it's SO hard to talk to most girls because females are quite "fake". so thank you for being who you are the way God created you to be.
i need to send you an updated email soon! school and life has been so crazy! today is my day off so i'm like sighing and catching up on everything else.
haha nice people ARE boring. i like seeing flaws, i hate when people try to hide them.
i don't like nice boys, but i like boys with good hearts. :)
i hope you had fun this weekend! :) TELL ME ABOUT IT when you come back!
hahahah work.. FAIL.
yea, i think we're both like that. not super friendly and happy, but not mean you know
kind of neutral so it makes it seem like we're cold
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