hi!

hi :)

i am at work, on break.
i have a history paper, global studies paper, history debate on my mind right now. -__- what to do... i wonder what i would do with my life if i quit school. if i had a better plan in mind than how things are currently going, i'd probably quit.

bad right?

maybe, especially since quitting school hasn't ever crossed my mind until these past few weeks. but i know if i quit i would sorely regret it. education - even though there is an increasingly amount of pressure put on young adults to have higher education, i wish i could just free lance in life without worrying about school and money. i realized these two things are mainly the causes of worrying for me.

but i think it'll be a big mistake to continue worrying and not seeing that my life is going anywhere. despite this sense of being lost and inadequate to do anything... its really not going to help the situation. so, although its been a crazy first month of 2009, i'm hoping things will start to brighten up in february.

Isaiah 7:9b "If you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all."

a few recent edits:

- found this in my columbus folder. didn't know i had taken this.


- chicago.

i'm hoping tonight won't be a study fail. wheeeeee for history writing a paper on the antiwar movement in the 1960s. why is canada boring.