omgus.

i easily compare my friends in waterloo to the ones i have in ubf/america/group of 6
not good right?

still, these past few days with moving out + dealing with stuff it gets tough.

i don't even know what i was going to write about anymore.
blog fail.

seriously i need to get my head together before i go. and usually cleaning helps me do that!
so i'm going to spend my whole day cleaning/packing my room. God be with me so that i don't dwell on reminiscing on things i find and to not waste time, ahhah cleaning and packing is so time-consuming because i'm a pack rat and i hate throwing things away. but it's time... i must -.- so sad hehe.

anyway, i can think people are being weird and not talking to me and just yeah, but we all go through change. and if change happens and we can't embrace it and we let it affect our friendships... then we'll never have constant friends. they'll always change, because we're always changing. so if friendships are true they won't change because people change. (i learned that with my best friends amanda and somi + also sarah,aug,alb,john,hans). yeah change makes me unconfortable and a lot of change happens even when i don't plan on it... but you face it rather than running away from it.

i will post pictures from east-coast/somi's visit soon. i hope.