the s-word

no not... s***
no not... shingam
hahahah.

selfish.
that's the word.
i know i am selfish, i only think about myself.

but, its hard when life is in your face - your problems seem so magnified you just think your friends are always there. i need to open my eyes, spend more time with them, invest in people who have never left me and show that i love them rather than just saying it.

okay clara? okay.